Tuesday, June 9, 2015


So I made my first book trailer--for THE GRAND BALLAST, a queer spec novel that explores the power of love and art in a world where everything has become so derivative that people barely feel anything anymore. I mean, it's also about a sex circus. But mostly the first thing.

It was super fun to make! THE GRAND BALLAST comes out June 29th. Stay tuned for excerpts and info on giveaways in the coming weeks.

Cover by MC Blackman

In a future where live sex shows abound to keep a jaded population entertained, dancer Bode Martin falls for the brilliant and unstable Kilroy Ballast, who molds Bode into the star attraction of his erotic circus, the Grand Ballast. Drugged beyond any real feeling, Bode trades freedom and his once considerable pride for an illusion of tenderness—until he inadvertently rescues a young man from a rival show, and together they flee to an eccentric town in the west where love still means something.

Valen’s not an easy man to know, and Bode shed his romantic notions under Kilroy’s brutal employ. Yet their growing bond becomes a strange and dangerous salvation as they attempt to overthrow the shadows of their pasts and wade together through a world of regret, uncertainty, beauty, and terror.

But Kilroy won't let Bode go so easily. Long ago, Bode was responsible for the loss of something Kilroy held dear, and he still owes Kilroy a debt. As the three men battle toward a tangled destiny, Bode must decide if his love for Valen is worth fighting for—or if he was and always will be a pawn in the story Kilroy Ballast will never stop telling.


  1. Can we pre-order THE GRAND BALLAST somewhere, thanks :)

    1. Hey Misty! Unfortunately, no pre-orders available. But it will be up on Smashwords and Amazon on the 29th. :)

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